Current playing song: Rolling in the Deep - Adele. FINALLY got her CD. About time.
TV show in the background: American Idol. Colton got voted off last week, so I'm not very interested in it anymore. But they sang Queen and even had Bryan and Roger on there, so of course I had to watch. I hope Phillip or Elise wins now.
So, I really just don't care about anything that has to deal with school anymore. It's like I have senioritis as a junior, which sucks. Maybe it was the fact that I was out for six days, especially right after spring break. Maybe it's because I'm just ready for summer. I'm not really sure, but either way, I haven't been doing my work whatsoever. Well, I have, but not as well as I could be doing.
I've made up everything for US History now, except I'm taking a test later because I just got all of the information on Monday. But other than that, I am so behind in school. I'm days behind in my speech (legalization of same-sex marriage) and I still have to make up a test and two quizes for English... ew. Yearbook is yearbook... yeah.
All I want to do is write. That's literally all I think about right now. I'm always in class thinking of what else I can add on to what I'm working on and what I should do in the future and what I'm going to write when I start later and blah blah blah. But that's a good thing, so... (:
There's four and a half more weeks of school until exams. Holy crap, where did that time go? I could've sworn that it was just the first day of the school year last year... maybe not... hm.
In the next few weeks: PROM! I'm going with a good friend of mine, Alex, and a giant group. It's funny because last year Alex and I said we would go together this year if neither of us had a date. Aw (:
I'm also going to photograph a wedding with my photography club adviser! WOO! And I'm getting paid for it; heck yeah! Then exams, then graduation. A good chunk of my friends are graduating this year, sadly. But a good chunk of that good chunk is going to the college only thirty minutes away. Yay!
Okay, I need to stop procrastinating now...
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Thursday, April 19, 2012
I need to write.
Of course, I forgot that I decided I would write every Friday. I'm not good at keeping those promises. But nobody reads this anyways, so it doesn't really matter. I suppose it's more for me to go back a few years and read what was going on at a certain time. Even though I don't do that... Oh wells.
Last Wednesday, I was in a car accident. It wasn't too bad, but it was pretty bad. So bad that I haven't been to school in a week, besides first two periods on Monday. My back is so messed up. My right arm was bruised and in a sling. Constant head aches. Basically, I was camped out on the couch for a week. (I'm going to a chiropractor to help my back get better faster and we're suing the guy who hit us. Wish us luck!) What did I do during that time? I couldn't write like I wanted to because of the fact that my arm is in a sling. Luckily, though, I had bought a few books online (I'm addicted to buying books off of Amazon). So, I read. I read, and I read, and I read. I read four books in a week. The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks (can't wait for the movie), The Watsons go to Birmingham, 1963 by Christopher Paul Curtis (all time favorite. Read it in fifth grade language arts. I've read it now five times since), Catalyst by Laurie Halse Anderson and Something Like Fate by Susane Colasanti. I finished TLO in three days (thanks to the medicine knocking me out constantly) and WGTB1963 in one day. Then Catalyst in one and a half and SLF in five and a half hours. I could not put either of those two down.
Laurie Halse Anderson has been one of my favorite authors since I read Speak my freshman year. I never saw another one of her books for another year at a used book store in Apex, Prom. Loved it. Found Wintergirls in March, obsessed with it. Then I saw Catalyst, also in the book store. The cover almost pushed me away, but I bought it anyways. Couldn't put it down. It should be made into a movie. As long as Kristen Stewart isn't the lead. I didn't like the movie of Speak. I love her and her books.
Susane Colasanti. Where do I begin with her? I've read three of her books. The first one was When it Happens. I couldn't put the book down. Finished it within, like, five hours. Same with the next, and the next. That's only happened with two other authors; Sarah Dessen and Suzane Collins. Colasanti is officially was officially added to my list of favorite authors.
So, of course, being on bed rest and having an iPhone, I tweeted a lot. I tweeted when I started a Colasanti book last night. Then tweeted when I finished, tagging her in both. Surprise to me, two hours later, SHE TWEETS ME BACK. "So happy you enjoyed :)" Of course I tweeted later, tagging all of my favorite authors (Dessen, Sarah Littman, and Halse Anderson). Then, Littman tweets me and we have a twenty minute conversation! It made my day. Psh, it made my year! It gave me so much inspiration right there, talking about how she fangirls over Judy Blume and was so awestruck she couldn't talk. While talking to Littman, I tweet "I really do think that if @sarahdessen or @halseanderson tweet me, I will have a heart attack." Five hours later she tweets, " @careyshook How close are you to an emergency room?" Note: I did not have a heart attack. Just was shaking like a chihuahua in happiness for probably twenty minutes. Now I just wait for Sarah Dessen to tweet me. Maybe she'll see that Halse Anderson, who she tweets often (I twitter-stalk them both) will see that she tweeted me and maybe she'll tweet me.
I want to be like them one day. NY Times best selling author. Living in a quaint apartment in the city, or a nice home with a family. I can live off of what I make from my books. I want teenagers to tweet me and send me fanmail because I'm their favorite author, their inspiration and role model. I want to make teens happy because they get lost in my books and everything. It's a dream, has been since I was eight. No, not a dream, a goal.
And it will happen one day. I promise you.
Last Wednesday, I was in a car accident. It wasn't too bad, but it was pretty bad. So bad that I haven't been to school in a week, besides first two periods on Monday. My back is so messed up. My right arm was bruised and in a sling. Constant head aches. Basically, I was camped out on the couch for a week. (I'm going to a chiropractor to help my back get better faster and we're suing the guy who hit us. Wish us luck!) What did I do during that time? I couldn't write like I wanted to because of the fact that my arm is in a sling. Luckily, though, I had bought a few books online (I'm addicted to buying books off of Amazon). So, I read. I read, and I read, and I read. I read four books in a week. The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks (can't wait for the movie), The Watsons go to Birmingham, 1963 by Christopher Paul Curtis (all time favorite. Read it in fifth grade language arts. I've read it now five times since), Catalyst by Laurie Halse Anderson and Something Like Fate by Susane Colasanti. I finished TLO in three days (thanks to the medicine knocking me out constantly) and WGTB1963 in one day. Then Catalyst in one and a half and SLF in five and a half hours. I could not put either of those two down.
Laurie Halse Anderson has been one of my favorite authors since I read Speak my freshman year. I never saw another one of her books for another year at a used book store in Apex, Prom. Loved it. Found Wintergirls in March, obsessed with it. Then I saw Catalyst, also in the book store. The cover almost pushed me away, but I bought it anyways. Couldn't put it down. It should be made into a movie. As long as Kristen Stewart isn't the lead. I didn't like the movie of Speak. I love her and her books.
Susane Colasanti. Where do I begin with her? I've read three of her books. The first one was When it Happens. I couldn't put the book down. Finished it within, like, five hours. Same with the next, and the next. That's only happened with two other authors; Sarah Dessen and Suzane Collins. Colasanti is officially was officially added to my list of favorite authors.
So, of course, being on bed rest and having an iPhone, I tweeted a lot. I tweeted when I started a Colasanti book last night. Then tweeted when I finished, tagging her in both. Surprise to me, two hours later, SHE TWEETS ME BACK. "So happy you enjoyed :)" Of course I tweeted later, tagging all of my favorite authors (Dessen, Sarah Littman, and Halse Anderson). Then, Littman tweets me and we have a twenty minute conversation! It made my day. Psh, it made my year! It gave me so much inspiration right there, talking about how she fangirls over Judy Blume and was so awestruck she couldn't talk. While talking to Littman, I tweet "I really do think that if @sarahdessen or @halseanderson tweet me, I will have a heart attack." Five hours later she tweets, " @careyshook How close are you to an emergency room?" Note: I did not have a heart attack. Just was shaking like a chihuahua in happiness for probably twenty minutes. Now I just wait for Sarah Dessen to tweet me. Maybe she'll see that Halse Anderson, who she tweets often (I twitter-stalk them both) will see that she tweeted me and maybe she'll tweet me.
I want to be like them one day. NY Times best selling author. Living in a quaint apartment in the city, or a nice home with a family. I can live off of what I make from my books. I want teenagers to tweet me and send me fanmail because I'm their favorite author, their inspiration and role model. I want to make teens happy because they get lost in my books and everything. It's a dream, has been since I was eight. No, not a dream, a goal.
And it will happen one day. I promise you.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Sunday, Sunday, Sunday!
I'm going to try something to blog once a week now, on every Sunday. I'm not really sure why because it's not like anybody reads this... but hey, when I become famous and what not, those who do read will be say. 'I knew her when,' haha.
I've worked all weekend. And it sort of sucks... But hey, I'm making money, at least! That way I can save up for the beach, and also for a car that I can hopefully have before June... probably not going to happen, but you never know. As long as I have one before senior year starts.
Speaking of senior year, I can't decide between two of my classes at all. I already know that I'm going to have AP English (year long), yearbook (year long), Spanish 2, physics, and discrete math. But I can't decided between Spanish 3 or AP Psychology. A lot of people are saying psych because that's more useful, and I'm going to take Spanish in college, anyways, and I can just take a placement test. We'll see. I really do need to decide, though...
Prom is in two months. Everybody (well, the girls) are already looking for dresses, or already bought them, some guys are asking the girls to prom, and everybody is trying to lose weight before. Of course, I am one of those people who are trying to lose weight. That's been me for who knows how long.
That's all I can really think about to talk about this Sunday. And I bid you adieu.
I've worked all weekend. And it sort of sucks... But hey, I'm making money, at least! That way I can save up for the beach, and also for a car that I can hopefully have before June... probably not going to happen, but you never know. As long as I have one before senior year starts.
Speaking of senior year, I can't decide between two of my classes at all. I already know that I'm going to have AP English (year long), yearbook (year long), Spanish 2, physics, and discrete math. But I can't decided between Spanish 3 or AP Psychology. A lot of people are saying psych because that's more useful, and I'm going to take Spanish in college, anyways, and I can just take a placement test. We'll see. I really do need to decide, though...
Prom is in two months. Everybody (well, the girls) are already looking for dresses, or already bought them, some guys are asking the girls to prom, and everybody is trying to lose weight before. Of course, I am one of those people who are trying to lose weight. That's been me for who knows how long.
That's all I can really think about to talk about this Sunday. And I bid you adieu.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
Recently...
Yeah, it's sort been a long while since I have updated this...
School: This semester is really lame. I don't like my speech class, yearbook is almost over (we submit it for publishing next week), and my English teacher is very, very awkward. But I love US History, and that's all that matters. We're actually registering for classes this month. It's really scary to think about it because that means that I'm so much closer to being a senior. That means colleges... so scary. But I'm ready for it. I learned today that I'm going to be an editor next year for yearbook! YAY!
Work: Work is work. Makin' money, though, right? Yes. I love the people, I love being there, even if it gets really busy on some days. Today, I actually got sent home an hour and a half early because we were so slow and so overstaffed. But it's alright!
Writing: I FINALLY finished my NaNo from November! Yay me! Now it's time to work on something new, and hopefully finish it soon, too. Well, soonish. And by soonish, I mean eventually.
Reading: If you have not read The Hunger Games yet, please do! I highly recommend it! At least the first one, because that is definitely the best. I got the first one for Christmas and read it in two days, then bought the next two. Finished the entire series in less than a week. It made me really happy. And now I'm going down my 'to read' list, and Harry Potter 4-7 is next. I started reading them last summer, but I really just can't stand reading books in third person, nor writing them. I'm just weird like that. I'm going to see The Hunger Games at the midnight premiere, too! You really don't realize how excited I am about this!
Other: Spring break is in three weeks! My mom and I will be going to Kitty Hawk for three days, and also on a college tour of Elizabeth City State. I'm so excited because three days before spring break, I get my full licensee! So excited. It's another milestone, haha. But I'm also excited because I get a nice girls weekend with my mom, and that hasn't happened in forever. It'll be a lot of fun (:
School: This semester is really lame. I don't like my speech class, yearbook is almost over (we submit it for publishing next week), and my English teacher is very, very awkward. But I love US History, and that's all that matters. We're actually registering for classes this month. It's really scary to think about it because that means that I'm so much closer to being a senior. That means colleges... so scary. But I'm ready for it. I learned today that I'm going to be an editor next year for yearbook! YAY!
Work: Work is work. Makin' money, though, right? Yes. I love the people, I love being there, even if it gets really busy on some days. Today, I actually got sent home an hour and a half early because we were so slow and so overstaffed. But it's alright!
Writing: I FINALLY finished my NaNo from November! Yay me! Now it's time to work on something new, and hopefully finish it soon, too. Well, soonish. And by soonish, I mean eventually.
Reading: If you have not read The Hunger Games yet, please do! I highly recommend it! At least the first one, because that is definitely the best. I got the first one for Christmas and read it in two days, then bought the next two. Finished the entire series in less than a week. It made me really happy. And now I'm going down my 'to read' list, and Harry Potter 4-7 is next. I started reading them last summer, but I really just can't stand reading books in third person, nor writing them. I'm just weird like that. I'm going to see The Hunger Games at the midnight premiere, too! You really don't realize how excited I am about this!
Other: Spring break is in three weeks! My mom and I will be going to Kitty Hawk for three days, and also on a college tour of Elizabeth City State. I'm so excited because three days before spring break, I get my full licensee! So excited. It's another milestone, haha. But I'm also excited because I get a nice girls weekend with my mom, and that hasn't happened in forever. It'll be a lot of fun (:
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Around 100 more days...
And it's really insane to think that in about 100 more days I'll be a senior in high school. (I just now realized that the past few posts have been about school/college, etc. I'm just that much of a loser.)
I'm really nervous about passing my Algebra 2 honors class... I won't go into much detail, but lets just say that I'm not doing so hot in that class.
Every other class is AMAZING. I have all 2 A's, and B in my other classes (Yearbook, Psychology, and Spanish.) And my schedule changed for next semester to Speech, English 3 honors, and US History Honors (and yearbook of course!)
Within the past two months, I got a job! I'm a cashier at Lowe's Foods and I absolutely love it. The people there are awesome, I get paid every Friday, and I sometimes see people I know. It's a ton of fun and I'm happy that it's my first job!
There's only 87 school days until prom! This will be my second prom, since I went last year. As of now, I have no date. But I think it'd be fun to go with just my girl friends (:
I didn't get to finish my NaNoWriMo this year, since I was either at work, school, or robotics. November was a really busy month for me, but I'm going to eventually finish my story because I love the idea of it (:
Speaking of writing, I think I might start vlogging once a week starting next year, or at least blogging once a week, rather than every time I remember about this one. Hello, new years resolutions!
And last but not least, Christmas is only 8 day away! This year has gone by so so so fast, and I really can't believe it. I've already gotten my Christmas shopping done for my family, and all I need to do is do my Secret Santa shopping and also make my friend's their presents. I even have a trick up my sleeve for Christmas Day (hehe.)
I hope you all have a great Christmas/Holiday break! (:
I'm really nervous about passing my Algebra 2 honors class... I won't go into much detail, but lets just say that I'm not doing so hot in that class.
Every other class is AMAZING. I have all 2 A's, and B in my other classes (Yearbook, Psychology, and Spanish.) And my schedule changed for next semester to Speech, English 3 honors, and US History Honors (and yearbook of course!)
Within the past two months, I got a job! I'm a cashier at Lowe's Foods and I absolutely love it. The people there are awesome, I get paid every Friday, and I sometimes see people I know. It's a ton of fun and I'm happy that it's my first job!
There's only 87 school days until prom! This will be my second prom, since I went last year. As of now, I have no date. But I think it'd be fun to go with just my girl friends (:
I didn't get to finish my NaNoWriMo this year, since I was either at work, school, or robotics. November was a really busy month for me, but I'm going to eventually finish my story because I love the idea of it (:
Speaking of writing, I think I might start vlogging once a week starting next year, or at least blogging once a week, rather than every time I remember about this one. Hello, new years resolutions!
And last but not least, Christmas is only 8 day away! This year has gone by so so so fast, and I really can't believe it. I've already gotten my Christmas shopping done for my family, and all I need to do is do my Secret Santa shopping and also make my friend's their presents. I even have a trick up my sleeve for Christmas Day (hehe.)
I hope you all have a great Christmas/Holiday break! (:
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
This is going to be one of those depressing posts...
Two posts (maybe even three) have been dedicated to school. And each one of them has said something about how 'this will be my year.' But this year, junior year, has not been the best year. So far, freshman year is beating it. That just sucks....
"But this year, Junior year, will be the best," from 'Excited!' 8/5/11.
It sort of depresses me, too. I went into the school year so ready for everything, ready to get all A's, go off campus for lunch, be an upperclassmen, and all that jazz. Instead I've been bogged down for the entire first nine weeks of school. (Speaking of which, it does NOT seem like we've been in school for nine weeks already!)
Algebra 2 Honors: Math has been my best subject up until last year with Geometry, when we had a long term sub. She broke my steady, 2 year, loving relationship up between me and Math. I was devestated to see that I got a C in math, after my final grade in math the past two years above a 95. So I went into Algebra 2 the first few weeks, getting my usual grades. Math and I were back together, or at least flirting for the little while. Then BAM! Math broke up with me this time. I get most things, but tests and quizes are not my friends. I have an 85 in that class currently (which really kills me) but I keep continuing to fail everything, which also kills me.
Spanish 1: Spanish is my best academic class. I'm pretty decent at most things-- conjugating I could be better at-- but I have a 94 in that class. It had never gone below a 94 (it was a steady 97 for the entire first seven weeks or so) until recently, when all of my grades have been suffering. No complaints about this class. Great teacher, okay classmates (for the most part), and we play a lot of games.
Psychology Honors: Hardest class I've taken in high school, but that's expected. I have a few good friends in that class, the teacher is hilarious and he helps me out a lot, we have class mice, and I get majority of it. The only bad thing is that my test anxiety absolutely kills me in this class. My highest test grade in this class is a 74. I study for hours and hours and then the test comes and it kills me. Arg.
Yearbook: I will forever and ever love this class. I love designing the spreads, I love writing the copy, I love taking pictures, I love interviewing, I love the stress by the deadline, I love the people. There's nothing I dislike about this class. We just got our new deadlines, and I'm the only new person that has their own spread this time because my editors think I'm good enough and don't need the help or anything. It makes me happy (: I can't wait to be an editor next year. Last week, we actually went to UNC Chapel Hill's journalism day. We took classes from News and Observer writers and college professors. That field trip proved to me that journalism/communications is the way I want to go.
If school is going to be this way for me all year, I'm insanely screwed next semester. Shakespeare Honors, US History Honors, English 3 Honors, and yearbook. Dang.
I don't really talk to many of my old friends from last year, or any from freshman year, really. I drive a lot. I write a lot (and getting ready for NaNo, which is in 4 days!) I listen to music. I work on yearbook stuff. I hang out with my brother time to time. I go to Walmart. But I don't really hang out with friends. I'm sort of okay with that, honestly. I like being alone. I guess that's a good thing, then.
Maybe I'm just going through another change or something.
"But this year, Junior year, will be the best," from 'Excited!' 8/5/11.
It sort of depresses me, too. I went into the school year so ready for everything, ready to get all A's, go off campus for lunch, be an upperclassmen, and all that jazz. Instead I've been bogged down for the entire first nine weeks of school. (Speaking of which, it does NOT seem like we've been in school for nine weeks already!)
Algebra 2 Honors: Math has been my best subject up until last year with Geometry, when we had a long term sub. She broke my steady, 2 year, loving relationship up between me and Math. I was devestated to see that I got a C in math, after my final grade in math the past two years above a 95. So I went into Algebra 2 the first few weeks, getting my usual grades. Math and I were back together, or at least flirting for the little while. Then BAM! Math broke up with me this time. I get most things, but tests and quizes are not my friends. I have an 85 in that class currently (which really kills me) but I keep continuing to fail everything, which also kills me.
Spanish 1: Spanish is my best academic class. I'm pretty decent at most things-- conjugating I could be better at-- but I have a 94 in that class. It had never gone below a 94 (it was a steady 97 for the entire first seven weeks or so) until recently, when all of my grades have been suffering. No complaints about this class. Great teacher, okay classmates (for the most part), and we play a lot of games.
Psychology Honors: Hardest class I've taken in high school, but that's expected. I have a few good friends in that class, the teacher is hilarious and he helps me out a lot, we have class mice, and I get majority of it. The only bad thing is that my test anxiety absolutely kills me in this class. My highest test grade in this class is a 74. I study for hours and hours and then the test comes and it kills me. Arg.
Yearbook: I will forever and ever love this class. I love designing the spreads, I love writing the copy, I love taking pictures, I love interviewing, I love the stress by the deadline, I love the people. There's nothing I dislike about this class. We just got our new deadlines, and I'm the only new person that has their own spread this time because my editors think I'm good enough and don't need the help or anything. It makes me happy (: I can't wait to be an editor next year. Last week, we actually went to UNC Chapel Hill's journalism day. We took classes from News and Observer writers and college professors. That field trip proved to me that journalism/communications is the way I want to go.
If school is going to be this way for me all year, I'm insanely screwed next semester. Shakespeare Honors, US History Honors, English 3 Honors, and yearbook. Dang.
I don't really talk to many of my old friends from last year, or any from freshman year, really. I drive a lot. I write a lot (and getting ready for NaNo, which is in 4 days!) I listen to music. I work on yearbook stuff. I hang out with my brother time to time. I go to Walmart. But I don't really hang out with friends. I'm sort of okay with that, honestly. I like being alone. I guess that's a good thing, then.
Maybe I'm just going through another change or something.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
CRISIS.
Well, I wouldn't really call it a crisis, but yeah.
Krysta has been my best friend since fifth grade. Six years and we've been through everything. The two of us, even after I moved, have always done everything together. Reading the same books, doing the same things with free time, in love with the same bands (usually) and we usually almost always agree with everything. When we were in middle school, we always planned that we would go to the same college for the same thing (because we both love writing) and then would eventually both get married and have our own families and live next door to each other.
Well, part of this plan is starting to show up around the corner. College is two years away, and we should by now be figuring out what we want to do. I've already figured out that I want to go into Journalism and minor in English Education. I've always wanted to write, and it's the only thing I could really see myself doing. But Krysta on the other hand is freaking out and can't decide. She's going back and forth between being an English teacher, or Creative Writing/Journalism, and Public Relations. And sadly, she's letting others make the choice for her. (I won't go into anymore detail since it's her life and all.)
Today she chatted me up on Facebook telling me her newest plan. It was to do English Education and minor in Public Relations. And as she told me her reasons why (I won't say), I started to think about it: Jobs in journalism are slowly declining. Newspapers are dying, magazines are dying, and books are being turned digital with the kindle and whatever else is out there. The only thing left for journalism would be television and radio, which I'm sure by the time that I'm out of college will also be declining.
So right now, as I am typing this up, I'm thinking about how scared I am. I'm in a mini crisis right now because I don't know if I should go into journalism. I still have another year before I need to apply to colleges, but I need to figure out exactly what so I can choose said college.
I can only see myself writing. I can barely see me as an English Teacher. I always considered psychology, but I'm not as good at science as I should be. Otherwise, nothing else is appealing. And it scares me. It's like I don't know who I am right now.
I will never stop writing no matter what I end up doing. Hopefully as Krysta figures out what exactly she wants to do, I'll decide whether or not journalism is it. Because writing truly is my life. And since Krysta and I have always done everything together, hopefully we'll figure this out together, too.
Krysta has been my best friend since fifth grade. Six years and we've been through everything. The two of us, even after I moved, have always done everything together. Reading the same books, doing the same things with free time, in love with the same bands (usually) and we usually almost always agree with everything. When we were in middle school, we always planned that we would go to the same college for the same thing (because we both love writing) and then would eventually both get married and have our own families and live next door to each other.
Well, part of this plan is starting to show up around the corner. College is two years away, and we should by now be figuring out what we want to do. I've already figured out that I want to go into Journalism and minor in English Education. I've always wanted to write, and it's the only thing I could really see myself doing. But Krysta on the other hand is freaking out and can't decide. She's going back and forth between being an English teacher, or Creative Writing/Journalism, and Public Relations. And sadly, she's letting others make the choice for her. (I won't go into anymore detail since it's her life and all.)
Today she chatted me up on Facebook telling me her newest plan. It was to do English Education and minor in Public Relations. And as she told me her reasons why (I won't say), I started to think about it: Jobs in journalism are slowly declining. Newspapers are dying, magazines are dying, and books are being turned digital with the kindle and whatever else is out there. The only thing left for journalism would be television and radio, which I'm sure by the time that I'm out of college will also be declining.
So right now, as I am typing this up, I'm thinking about how scared I am. I'm in a mini crisis right now because I don't know if I should go into journalism. I still have another year before I need to apply to colleges, but I need to figure out exactly what so I can choose said college.
I can only see myself writing. I can barely see me as an English Teacher. I always considered psychology, but I'm not as good at science as I should be. Otherwise, nothing else is appealing. And it scares me. It's like I don't know who I am right now.
I will never stop writing no matter what I end up doing. Hopefully as Krysta figures out what exactly she wants to do, I'll decide whether or not journalism is it. Because writing truly is my life. And since Krysta and I have always done everything together, hopefully we'll figure this out together, too.
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