More Than A Feeling

More Than A Feeling by Boston. I've always loved Classic Rock, being "raised" by a family of old people. Anyways, this blog is going to be pointed towards my Biology teacher, Mrs. Brown, who really ticked me off today.
So, we're talking about DNA and RNA, right? and someone asks about mutations, and then after she explained it, she was like "that's why depressed people are depressed, there's a mutation in their DNA. it's just a chemical imbalance." and most people know that i'm depressed. and holy crap, that freaking irritated me SO much! their is NOTHING wrong with our DNA! their is NOTHING wrong with us besides the cause of our depression. oh my god, it was horrible! she was saying that we can fix our depression our selves, that we don't need any help, we don't need medication, we don't need to talk to anyone, etc. i almost started yelling at her. we supposedly choose our mood. so, when i want to be sad, i make myself sad? when i want to be happy, i'm happy? "sure, sad things happen, but YOU'RE the one that makes YOU sad! not the sad thing itself!" WTF MRS. BROWN.
i don't think teachers should be allowed to talk about that unless it's psychology or something. you never know when there's a suicidal or depressed kid in the class! or bi polar, which could just set them off! OH WAIT, he'll make himself set off, my bad! -.-

ugh. done for my rant for the day. otherwise, today was great until biology and the bus! i'm really excited for either this sunday or next weekend! you know why? i'm going swimming! why is this so exciting? because i'm gonna try to swim competitively again, and see if i still can. of course, it'll be hard with my ankle...but i can try, right? right. and the reason i'm trying again is because i might be doing the school swim team this year! the only reason i'm not sure about it is because i don't wanna be the ONE fat girl on the team. every swimmer i know that's on the team is skinny. and most teams i'm sure don't even allow fat girls on... :/ so we'll see how that goes. the best thing is that it ends in january, so i can still do winter guard (: but we'll see, we'll see. the worst part is that practice is at 5:15 am :/ but i can get over that, i'm sure. we'll see (:

all for now. bye(: