Friday, August 5, 2011

Excited!

So, summer vacation is almost over; only three more weeks. And I can honestly say that this summer pretty much sucked, especially compared to last year. Last year I basically lived at Becky's, and this summer I barely saw her. I was only in Clover for four days and one of them I went to Carowinds with my Clover guys (which was the highlight of my summer). I went to Harkers Island without a friend, and didn't even go swimming, although I wrote for the entire weekend which was good for me. I hung out with friends very few times, and I pretty much spent the summer sleeping or chatting online on Neopets. It was indeed a lazy summer. I started reading Harry Potter, started a new novel (which will slowly fail and end up being crap), and I played sims for a majority. I guess you can say it was fun? I also went to Yearbook camp for 3 days, which was amazingly fun(:

I said earlier how I pretty much sat on my butt since the beginning of June chatting on Neopets... and I'm not ashamed of it, honestly. I made great new friends, and I consider a few of them to be really close to me. I would honestly rather have online friends just because it's so much easier. They don't know my real life friends, so when I go to them for advice they're not biased towards a certain friend or family member. It's also easier to confide in them, at least in my opinion. I'm glad that I started up Neopets again.

Yearbook camp, rather than band camp, pretty much started the school year for me. It was August 1-3, and we still have three weeks till school starts, but I'm honestly more excited than I ever have been for school to start before. Freshman year was horrible... drama with band, guys, family, school, everything. It ruined me by the time second semester started. Sophomore year was okay for the most part, until second semester when I started having insomnia and I had a lot of drama with friends and my geometry class. But this year, Junior year, will be the best. I figured that out with yearbook camp. The girls there were so much fun, and it'll be that much fun with everyone else that will be there. I love my schedule, despite the fact that I don't have physics this year, but I have psychology, so I'll just have to take that senior year, which is fine by me. I'm going to be more confident and believe in myself more this year. I'm insanely excited, if you can't tell. :P

I turn 16 in 25 days. That means I'll get my license, which is the best part. In 20 days is my party, and I'll already have my new camera by then. A few of my friends want me to do their senior portraits, so it'll be perfect for me to get used to my new camera before yearbook starts.

I can't say it enough how this will be MY year. I'm just excited for it (: